Madeleine by kate mccann then, see if she likes it this way around? From now on I will always type kate mccann or more exactly kate healy without capitals.
So what does today bring on the media frontline in the Maddy Case department? WOW. Woh-Awww! The Sun newspaper is publishing a full extract of that book. It doesn't say if the sheetroll starts the same way, abruptly and yes, oh forgive me, but it's my feeling emanating from it, totally EMOTIONLESS!
What a flat description of the events of that -now famous- 3rd May 2007 night. I do not feel a scream of dispair, I can't picture it in my head because it is not there. It's a repeat of the tv documentary, it's like reading its transcript, like a list of events, with only a few 'oh gods' added, and kate's heart lurched:
"
All was silent. Then I noticed that the door to the children's bedroom was open quite wide, not how we had left it.
I walked over and gently began to pull it to. Suddenly it slammed shut, as if caught by a draught.
A little surprised, I turned to see if I'd left the patio doors open and let in the breeze. Retracing my steps, I confirmed that I hadn't.
Returning to the children's room, I opened the door a little, and as I did so glanced at Madeleine's bed.
I couldn't quite make her out in the dark. I remember looking at it and looking at it for what was probably only a few seconds, though it felt like much longer.
Brave ... Gerry and Kate McCann have told how they felt guilty after daughter Madeleine's disappearance
Dan Charity - The SunIt seems so daft now, but I didn't switch on the light straight away. Force of habit, I suppose: taking care to avoid waking the children at all costs.
When I realised Madeleine wasn't actually there, I went through to our bedroom to see if she'd got into our bed. That would explain the open door.
On the discovery of another empty bed, the first wave of panic hit me. As I ran back into the children's room the closed curtains flew up in a gust of wind.
My heart lurched as I saw now that, behind them, the window was wide open and the shutters on the outside raised all the way up. Nausea, terror, disbelief, fear. Icy fear. Dear God, no! Please, no!
On Madeleine's bed, the top right-hand corners of the covers were still turned over forming a neat triangle. Cuddle cat and her pink princess blanket were lying where they'd been when we kissed her goodnight
I dashed over to the second bed, on the other side of the travel cots, where the twins slept on, oblivious, and looked out through the window. I've no idea what I expected to see there. Refusing to acknowledge what I already knew, and perhaps automatically going into a well-practised medical emergency mode, I quickly scoured the apartment to exclude all other possibilities, mentally ticking boxes I knew, deep down, were already ticked. "
Read more: http://www.thesun.co.uk/sol/homepage/news/3567599/MADDIE-MUM-MY-TORTURE-Madeleine-McCanns-mum-Kate-reveals-paedophile-fears-in-new-book-in-The-Sun.html#ixzz1LgdhcLol
Did you just see that? the link ends with... Lol!
Oh please God let me gather my serious back. Right, this will be the copyrights sorted. This is extracted as you can see from a public link which anyone can click to arrive onto a public site. Right right, copyright, Ok. For the rest you may want to spend 60 p and read it for yourself... I will NOT scan-and-publish the rest of the book extract, of course, by the way I have no interest in even reading it. My cat has been sleeping on it since i put it away after reading a few sentences, this was enough for me. I bought the paper to get an idea and I have it now. I feel like bringing it back to get a refund BUT there is something very interesting, or even a few things, yay, see further down regarding the Coloboma.
But hang on, I will start with the public stuff that is free on the Net:
-same link as above-
MADELEINE McCann's mother has told for the first time of terrible visions that her kidnapped daughter is being abused by a pervert.
In a heart-rending book serialised from today in The Sun, Kate, 43, writes how she is haunted by "flashes" of Madeleine "screaming" for her and husband Gerry.The couple also tell The Sun exclusively about being at the centre of one of the most harrowing stories of modern times.
Kate says four years after her three-year-old was snatched on a family holiday in Portugal: "The idea that my Madeleine was taken by a paedophile is my worst fear.
"I became consumed with it. It was torture for me. It was horrible, so vivid.
"It's worse when I go to bed and think about that first awful night again, when Madeleine went missing.
"That sense of dark and fear, of being desperate to sleep but not being able to. I just end up plummeting down again."
The emotion-charged book by ex-GP Kate is titled simply Madeleine.
She and consultant cardiologist Gerry, 42, admit they are plagued by guilt over the night Madeleine vanished from their holiday apartment in Praia da Luz while they enjoyed a meal with friends at a tapas bar.
Kate says: "If your child is killed in a traffic accident, or died of cancer, parents are at peace. But Madeleine is still missing and she needs us to do something."
"
Are they really? I know a few people whose Child has died and I am sure that they will NOT appreciate such garbage said about their own feelings. That was VERY hurtful Ms Healy, very, and not "helpful" at all for some parents out there who despite their own loss had showed the compassion to still support you. But anyway...Mirror Mirror am I still The Most Beautiful?
Consumed... The Sun newspaper -paper edition- says today 7th May 2011 on its front cover:
THE BOOK:
Horrific visions of her sex-abuse:Pages 6and7
Hang on, since when is the PAEDOPHILY subject considered as suitable topic for Children to see? Don't kids go to shops? Don't they read the papers that are left on the home tables and chairs? But that's OK cause the McCanns said it. Mind you, their friends and supporters go insult you on the forums and delete you if you ever dare even mentioning the Payne-Gaspars issue. And the McCanns censore books and all, and sue for money. I feel like suing them. Seriously. Since 2007 they brainwash MY kids with their 'PAEDOPHILE' words! At 7 my boy, who was watching tv in the family room on a Saturday afternoon, asked his bigger sister to help him with a search on the dictionary. They were looking for the word... "paedophile" since they had just heard the McCanns say it on tv! Two kids of 7 and 9 years old looking for THAT word on a dictionary! "THANKS" MCCANNS BUT DO YOU KNOW? YOU MAKE ME WISH I LIVED ON AN ISLAND CUT OFF FROM ALL MEDIA, WIRES, TVS, NEWSPAPERS SHOPS AND RADIOS.
By the way what the HELL is THAT?: " I could see her in bed, looking at me, saying: "Lie with me, mummy, lie with me "
"The images I had of our Madeleine no sane person would want in their head"
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Kate: "People say: "Why didn't you get a babysitter?"
"That didn't enter our minds either. Having a babysitter implied there was a risk situation and we just didn't see it like that.
"We didn't think it was necessary. It wasn't to save money."
Wow.
Wow!
But I'm letting Others ponder on that one. Back to the book extract now:
"
All was silent. Then I noticed that the door to the children's bedroom was open quite wide, not how we had left it.
I walked over and gently began to pull it to. Suddenly it slammed shut, as if caught by a draught.
A little surprised, I turned to see if I'd left the patio doors open and let in the breeze. Retracing my steps, I confirmed that I hadn't.
Returning to the children's room, I opened the door a little, and as I did so glanced at Madeleine's bed.
I couldn't quite make her out in the dark. I remember looking at it and looking at it for what was probably only a few seconds, though it felt like much longer.My heart lurched as I saw now that, behind them, the window was wide open and the shutters on the outside raised all the way up. Nausea, terror, disbelief, fear. Icy fear. Dear God, no! Please, no! On Madeleine's bed, the top right-hand corners of the covers were still turned over forming a neat triangle. Cuddle cat and her pink princess blanket were lying where they'd been when we kissed her goodnight
I dashed over to the second bed, on the other side of the travel cots, where the twins slept on, oblivious, and looked out through the window. I've no idea what I expected to see there. Refusing to acknowledge what I already knew, and perhaps automatically going into a well-practised medical emergency mode, I quickly scoured the apartment to exclude all other possibilities, mentally ticking boxes I knew, deep down, were already ticked."
And of course even in today's Sun paper edition there is a display of
TWO DIFFERENT COLOBOMAS,
(it's the dash in Maddy's right eye, in the iris.) But... That CANNOT CHANGE! It's a medical FACT, "a coloboma doesn't change thoughout life." A professor in ophtalmology wrote this fact to me.
Let's see:
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| The Sun UK newspaper 7th May 2011 - paper edition |
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| Coloboma at 7 o'clock |
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| Coloboma at 6 o'clock |
-paper edition-
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