Saturday, 5 March 2011

The Mother's Diary

Please God Is She Dead?

SATURDAY, MAY 26: We went to an amusement park with the kids. Some phone calls, emails etc. Not a very good day for either the two of us' some dark thoughts/ frustrations/ desperation creeping in. Some tears.

SUNDAY, JUNE 24: Oh, Madeleine, I find the nights so difficult and only God knows how things are going to find you. I just want to say, once again, that you have been the most special and amazing thing that ever happened to me.
I've never felt such love for another person. I hope and I trust that God and Mary are protecting you and I only know that Dad and I and all your wonderful family and friends will continue to search for you, and we all long for the day when you will be back with us again' FOREVER! XX

Good night. Good night darling. I love you XXXXXXXX

SATURDAY, JULY 7: We had breakfast and got the children ready as usual. At 10.30 the four of us went to the Algarve Shopping Centre.

The plan was to buy sandals and some other things for the children. However the journey was a disaster. We had to stop three times on the way there, since Sean and Amelie were crying alternately.

SATURDAY, JULY 21: I continue to feel very low. I miss Madeleine so much. It's as if a ray of light has disappeared from my life. There's no doubt that Madeleine is that ray and I miss her more than words can say.

We just wrote our blogs/diaries. Once again those dark thoughts returned, linked with feelings of anxiety, fear and worry. How much longer will we have to cope with this pain'

My poor, poor Madeleine. Why, Lord' My heart aches with so much love for you, Madeleine. I just hate being without you.

(Kate then relives the last time they saw Madeleine in the Ocean Club apartment.)

If I could go back in time, I would. I have clear recollections of that night. You were so tired. After your baths, you sat on my knee and put my wedding ring on your finger. We (me, you, Sean and Amelie) read 'Mog' in the living area and then 'if you're happy and you know it'. We all sat down on your bed.
Then you counted the squares on the last page. You were always counting things on pages...always laying your head on your pillow at the same time every night. Madeleine you make me so happy. I just want you home. I love you so much. XXXXXXX

MONDAY, JULY 23: I got up at 7.00 and went running. I was surrounded by a pack of dogs (more or less 12)'it really wasn't a nice experience. HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE


  1. Kate's words are very disturbing for a so called mother to reminise over, especially the following:

    "If I could go back in time, I would. I have clear recollections of that night. You were so tired. After your baths, you sat on my knee and put my wedding ring on your finger."

    I see this is somewhat like someone told me year's ago that Freemasons marry their 3 year old daughters, cause why would Kate remove her wedding ring that was a symbol of her marriage to Gerry and let her daughter put it on her finger, espcially it being the last night! This would be then mean that Gerry was the husband of Madeleine, as Kate's passport is in the name of Healy, all of Kate's statments to the Portugese and UK police are all in the name of Healy, Kate's GP practice employment is also in the name of Healy, which surgests that Kate wasn't married to Gerry in the first place! So is Kate making a reference here with the wedding ring that Madeleine was married to Gerry, cause it looks that way to me, especially the fact that the Freemasons base their marriage to their 3 year old daughters on the Black Moore story, Mohammed the Prophet marrying his daughter, which is infact a story about Metempsychosis where the older Soul, or Consciousness marry's the physical body, which usually happened to all children at the age of 3-4 year's of age, it's not meant to be a physical male marrying his physical daughter, that's why I know the Freemasons fucked themselves up with marrying their daughters ritual and using Mohammed the Prophet, which is actually the Spirit of Consciousness as a scapegoat for their crimes!

    "We (me, you, Sean and Amelie) read 'Mog' in the living area and then 'if you're happy and you know it'. We all sat down on your bed."

    Yet another disturbing comment by Kate, as the meaning of the word 'Mog' is 'Mag', a pet name for Mary Magdaline from the Bible, the sacrificial Bride of Christ, so again, this is a reference to Madeleine being married to Gerry and also being sacrificed for him, especially the fact that the name 'Mog' also refers to the following:

    mog (mäg)

    intransitive verb mogged, mogging mog′·ging

    1. to plod (along) steadily
    2. to decamp; move away

    To 'decamp; move away', is to remove onself or someone physically from that room, area, situation or could be taken as being removed from life itself, and yet again Kate has refered to Madeleine as being abducted!

    "Then you counted the squares on the last page. You were always counting things on pages..."

    This is a reference to the Bible as in counting the numbers in the texts, probably why Kate's Bible was foud lying open at one particular page, 2 Samual 12:15.

    The Lord show utter conetempt, the son born to you will die.
    After Nathon had gone home, the Lord stuck the child that Uriah's wife had born to David...

    Yet another reference made by Kate to the death of a child by sacrifice!

  2. ... Don't forget that Gerry had a book titled 'The Interpretation of Murder' on his bedside table, obviously Gerry's nightly read before going to sleep. another book titled 'Spirit Messenger' by Gordon Smith, so Gerry was obviously well into murder and the spiritual side of the dead, albeit he know's fuck all about
    Metempsychosis, and Kate's training in anesthetics prior to becomming a GP would point towards the McCann's using either Ketamine or some other anesthetic on their children and drugging them to the point of death, considering the last published photo of Madeleine suposedly wearing make up published by the Mccann's show's that Madeleine wasn't wearing make up, but was actually dying or dead and being held up to the camera from behind her head, and the quite obvious editing to cover up what looks like strangle marks around Madeleine's neck, was the perfect photo for necrophiliacs to illegally publish in the public media the death mask of a child in which Kate's statement about that photo that Madeleine had raided her make up box, was a complete lie to conceal the fact that the child was actually dead when the photograph was taken!

    Another book Gerry had on his bedside table was Lance Armstrong, Every Second Counts, the story of Armstrong's struggle with testicular cancer. American former professional road racing cyclist who is best known for winning the Tour de France a record seven consecutive times, after having survived testicular cancer. In October 1996 Armstrong was diagnosed with testicular cancer, with a tumor that had metastasized to his brain and lungs. Now why would Gerry be reading a book about testicular cancer when he's a heart surgen?, unless Gerry actually has Testicular Cancer himself, and Madeleine was a sacrifice for Gerry's cure, and in any case, if Gerry did have Testicular Cancer, then he's obviously hasn't got any bollocks these day's, hahahahaa!

    Other books Gerry had on his bedside table were:

    OJJDP, Missing and Abducted Children: A Law Enforcement Guide To Case Investigation and Program Management

    Every Five Minutes: A Review of the Available Data on Missing Children in the UK.

    Child Trafficking: A Scopting Project on Child Trafficking in the UK.

    Seems that Gerry was more interested in searching for a child paedophile trafficking ring in the UK and NOT Portugal, because why would Gerry have information regarding child trafficking and missing and abducted children in the UK and not in Portugal or Europe? Is Gerry telling us here that Madeleine is in the UK!

  3. The Mccanns were upto something there is something dark and creepy about them. They have a fixtation on paedophllia.

    I think they are invoved in some kind of sect. They seem obsessed with paedophiles even Gerry and Payne made disturbing gestures and comments towards Madeleine. I find the Mccanns and their friends depraved animals.

    The Madeleine make up picture is very very sick. The child looks held up while dying.

    The fund is to keep them in luxuru while they basque and gloat about what they got away with.


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